Monday, February 1, 2010

2nd phase of frustration.

dilema betul.

aku ker salah?

perhubungan yang tak sepatutnye terjalin kot.

hak orang.

tak suke taw amek hak org lain.

but you bring me this far.

ker aku yang melayan?

tak jugak.

we just go with the flow k..

hope we remain friend.so tak der yang terluka...

ok?

hope i'm strong enough. to face the 2nd rejection n frustration..

Ummi cakap. aku strong.aku tabah nk face.

aku hope mmg aku cukup tabah.huhu

cheer up ROO!!!=)

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

happy anniversary.

I'm adorable in my own way!!

somehow this word give me some positive aura...

Pimo..thanks..=)

huhu when i'm down..

this wording might help..

if someone talk behind myback n dun like me..

this wording really helpful..

seriously..it help..

just now..i put down this wording on my FB status..

pimo pun like..n siap nyanyi a birthday song for this wording..

it quite a long time gak kot this wording...

huhu..Happy anniversary "I'm adorable in my own way!"=)

you guys out there..should have ur own wording..to just help u out..

to cheer up! to be happy being who u r..

as far as i concern... this wording hve help me out through out the years..

here in MICET..

the up and down situation really bother me...make me stress...

make me feel down..

make me feel useless..

make me not worth it..

=(

as long as i trust in Allah..

still attach with family..

maintain a good relationship with besties...

and follow my own rules of thumb..ngahaha i mean follow my own way..

have a spirit wording..

so i'm OK!!hihi=p

so cheer up ROO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, January 23, 2010

something good.something bad.

i'm still ok.

i dunno why...

i am supposed to be crying..all days..

but the expression of feeling..i mean the sadness..

never wanna came out...

Ummi said..he dun deserved to have me pon..

no point i been chasing him from quite sometimes nih...=(

haihhh..

but he being nice to just not hurting me..

trying so hard to reject but in a good way..

not ready to be in a relationship.

not having a job yet.how gonna hve relationship..blablabla

thts sooooo i dunno...haihh

a hug don't really buy me laa sayang..

hmmm..

we stay as a friend then right??that is what u want i guess?

i try.

but i dunno why i'm still happy outside...curious...

or maybe God prepare something good for me after this..

we never know..huhu=)

u take care ok.

i miss u and i really do.

goodluck on ur assignments:seeking for job.

ok.need to go.

u go gurl!!!!!!!!!!!cheer up!

Friday, January 22, 2010

seriously i'm hurt.

my heart is crying soundlessly.

my face dun have emotions.

u hurt my feeling.seriously u did.

but i dunno why i'm still ok.

not crying physically of coz...

i'm telling myself to be ok.

anyhow pun.

u always know i like u more.

u appreciate.

but sometimes appreciate is just not good enough.

=( =) mix feeling..

but i knw i'm ok!!!hehe

Friday, January 15, 2010

can't wait.

can't wait for tomorrow...

will be meeting my partner in crime...Miss Naddy...and the rest..

time flies to fast.

she getting married soon...OMG...really soon..like next month!

really looking forward to meet her...sangat!

=)

=)

haihhh.. mesti ko sgt chantek kan?!! adore.


haihhh mau pkai bju ape nih?? mau lawan kechantekan kmu??ngahaha

segan nye laa nk kuar ngn all ur frens...

hope we will hve fun tomorrow!!!!

c ya!

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

terabai.

Honestly...

org rasa terabai.

dunno why i felt so..


huhu please..please God...

dun let me 'ter' carried away with those feeling toward him.


tamo..geleng2 paler.

ok.stop there Roo.




gambar atas xder kene mengena.just tetiba ternmpak gmbr nih.
rse mau upload.huhu


Tuesday, January 12, 2010

first day of school.

hey2..

its back to school season now!!!!!!!!!!!=)

my class has started today...but still i'm not registered my subject!haihh

the internet was soooo jammed until i cant even enter those website... teruk!

i hope by this week i can settle all the registration part.

hmmmm not much happen today..

went for class...eat at cafe..class again..haha will hbe the same routine everyday now..

getting some lecture from the lecturer of coz... was ok..

ermm teach by some new faces.. but kindda interesting..i'm starting to jumping around! mcm byk lab jer.. hope every lab is simple..so not pressure sgt.

planning to take ORGANIC &ANALATYCAL for this semester... somehow kne gak amek!! xkan nk extend bcoz of this 1 subject kan? cpt2!!mau daftar nih!!

ermmm so hope everythg goes ok this semester!!

aminnn..=)