.aku.dia.kamu.kita.kami

Wait just a little while...=)

2011-09-20T13:01:00.002+08:00

Do I still like him..that much until I can fall for him again?

Is it just his good looking melted me away?

I don't know this feeling.

So I just go with the flow..

I believe in God..where He prepared me someone who suit me well.. and the day will come..

I don't worry that much..

I will wait for him..

Until I'm ready..and he is as well...

Who is he? we will never know..God knows..

It is kind of stressed out when people keep judging and asking about your relationship..

But I know they dealing with it too and as to let go the burden..they put it on others shoulder..

I'm happy with my life now..and still hoping for happiness and Mr Right to just pop up in front of me and say hi.. that would be great...

Dear Mr Right, i've been waiting for you quite a long time..and you know it..so please come and safe me from this people who keep asking bout you.. and let's get married! hahaha

That is some speech just for him.=p

Congrats!

2011-09-19T01:59:00.004+08:00

I would like to congratulate my little brother Fahmi on his graduation day!

It was a blast hang out with family members but missing one..as he is in Kulim.. but no worries you always with us Uwie darling...=)

May more happiness and joys and also great future awaiting for you sayang.. Kangah always pray for your successfulness...

Left behind.

2011-09-13T02:10:00.002+08:00

Now i'm in this situation...finding...

Finding a good career to start of..

Finding life..

Finding love..

Finding myself..

Finding things that i should find..

i'm just lost...

i'm so scared. i feel left behind..

Friends are all building up their career.. me?

i'm jobless.. and dying living like this..

Dear God,

Please..please..give me a good life..anywhere..everywhere...please...

am i stop believing?

2011-09-12T23:18:00.000+08:00

If LOVE existed..

where is it?!

Lets start again.

2011-09-12T02:03:00.006+08:00

I always appreciate a school friends.. I means a close one..

You know, when you are at that rebellious time.. you want to win all arguments..

But this people are always there by you, who support you the most besides your family.

They accept you the way you are and what you are..even there are moments that you hurt their feelings without you knowing about it..

I do believe when people says that you are what your friends are.. its like a mirror that reflects..

As we grown up, we knew what is good what is wrong.. so there will be no problem of choosing who you want to be with..

But I like to keep my friendship with these people as it always be..

I am happy with these people around.. but somehow there always be this kind of people who like to conquer.. and change people to what they want them to be.. which for me is so HIGH SCHOOL..

But it's okay..

I've been told by my brother well.. the only constant in human life is change, right?! (Mahfuz Al-hafiz,2011)..

And I kind of agreed with that..

So, if people thought changing are good for them..then go for it.. and I will do the same but keep the precious one remain untouched..

I'm not like you.

2011-08-22T22:53:00.002+08:00

I'm not like you by YUNA

I stood by you
I didn't have to
And if I knew
I'd go away

I'm not like you
I dont backstab
My dear you should be better than that

Sorry if I never call like you did
And you know, you know
You dont really have to
I try to come around come around you
All you really gave, you really gave back was hatred

I gave you my all back then
Whenever you needed me
You're lies they cut through my skin whenever I reach For you, for you, for you..

I'm not like you
I dont backstab
My dear you should be my best friend

Sorry if I never call like you did
And you know, you know
You dont really have to
I try to come around come around you
All you really gave, you really gave back was hatred

I gave you my all back then
Whenever you needed me
You're lies they cut through my skin whenever I reach For you, for you, for you..

And anything for you my friend

Thank you parents.

2011-08-08T01:54:00.004+08:00

On the way back from sending my youngest brother enter college in Kulim...i got text message from Abah.. I was touched and it tear my eyes..='(

" Salam, abah n mama bersyukur kpd Allah kerana hari ini adalah sejarah yg diukir keluarga

kita kerana semua anak2 telah dpt belajar ke menara gading. Itu shj harta dlm pakej ilmu untuk

anak2 manfaatkan. Jadikan segala itu peluang utk membina masa depan masing2. Moga semua

anak berjaya dunia dan akhirat. Amin."

Thank you Mama and Abah for everything.. without both of you..i don't think i am here where i'm standing.. I know i always let you down. my exam results was not that good to be proud of. I still dont get a job..and pay you back.. i know sometimes i refuse to listen to what you guys saying..

I'm sorry..

Thank you again. I don't know how much thanks should i say..because i know it would take the whole life..

i always pray to Allah..may He grant both of you a great life here and after..blessing you all the way.. because you did much to raise me up... i know i owe you...

and one thing i wanna tell you.. I LOVE YOU, Mama...I LOVE YOU, Abah...

Terima Kasih Allah kerana Kau kurniakan ibubapa yang sentiasa menyokong aku dalam apa yang aku lakukan..

Terima Kasih. Thank you so much.

The proud parents with their 5 children.

We love you Mama & Abah.

.

2011-06-25T00:28:00.000+08:00

Stucked.

feeling siket.adehh

2011-05-23T02:15:00.004+08:00

Rasa down..

why eh?! mungkin sebab serba salah x pegi kenduri doa selamat semalam.. =.=' sorry orang xsengaja....

mungkin jugak sebab tadi aku main futsal cam hampeh..bersepah.....haihhhh

mungkin juga sebab salah sorang kesayangan bakal menjauh...huuuu

aku rase sebab yang ketiga tuh lebih kuat berbanding yang lain..

walaupun baru di saat perkenalan yang xberapa nak lama... persahabatan yang terjalin semakin erat. semakin kuat.

I always wish that everyone never say good bye. never say something about leaving.

but in reality, everyone leave.

for good or even for a better one.

and i know this is for a good one.

Congratulations! i know you will do great in there.

Like i said to you... "Make me proud, baby.. coz mummy love you".

nape tetibe alih bahasa nih?! haha sebab rase bile tulis Bahasa Melayu..sangat membuatkan orang rasa sayu sangat2...

Even at this early stage of friendship..i started to care and love you, as my lil sis.. =) my lil daughter! as i wish you are one of mine daughter. can't imagined.hehe

take care ok baby..because i do care about you! <3

this mixed feeling just bother me alot. happy for you. but sad that we will not gonna see each other for this few months.. i hope they allow us to visit u there. and i will definitely go and visit!!

not going to cry in front of you. because i know this is even hard for you, as if its hard for me. but you know that i care and how hard for me to let go. crying inside. who knows.

adoi....sebak dah hah..='(

Good Luck sayang... orang doakan yang terbaek untuk kamu.

Take care my lil baby sista or sweetly baby girl.. Baby/Ogy/Goku/.=)

Mummy love you. always. sob..sob...

i'm gonna miss u tonnes.

because i always wish to have a lil sis like u.

Belahan Jiwa

2011-05-17T15:17:00.003+08:00

Belahan Jiwa by The Virgin

kau yang selalu di hati

selalu bersemi di dalam jiwaku

kau takkan ku lupa

dalam hidupku untuk selamanya

*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.net

reff:

ooo, kenangan dirimu

menyatu dalam darahku

takkan pernah terhapus waktu

ooo, hatiku bahagia

saat kau ada di sisi

tak ingin kau pergi lagi

meninggalkan aku

ooo belahan jiwaku

hampa hidupku

jika kau pergi dariku

Source: http://liriklaguindonesia.net/t/the-virgin/the-virgin-belahan-jiwa/#ixzz1Mam24LDF

I'm in love with the song especially the lyrics.. <3

Thanks Ain for introducing the song to me!

outgrow

2011-04-20T20:03:00.009+08:00

Sometime we just can't define what is love mean in this world. But for me this love grow too large or even grow faster without i noticed it.

my love with this people keep growing by days..and i never regret of pouring so much to them.. i'm one person who don't really express and shows how i love people. i rather keep this feeling towards myself. This is just a normal things i do where keep it to urself and you will not hurting anyone or even yourself.

but somehow, years by years...days by days.. moment by moment just changed me a little..

some of them are new but some of them are there forever already.. i'm glad that i'm still with them..growing up and share thoughts and probs.. just great..thanks.

haihhhh..see.. i'm bad at this thing! expressing my love towards my love ones..hard but meaningful.

Even they are not there for you when you needed.but you know that they care for you more than you know..

Being close with those i care just give this good feeling and warmth affection. i smile until the last or maximum line i can make.. the feeling is just so indescribable.

MY OBSESSIONS

love don't choose much..old or new.

people that helping me a lot during studies.Thanks sayang2.

My new addition in life.thankyou adik2 syg(owh kita sebaya!) for cheer me up!thanks for the funny face.the laugh.i just love you guys.alot.haha i admire both of you~ur friendship just lovely,awesome.

this is moment i miss alot.playing around and camwhoring together.

both i spend a lot of time in room.outdoor.sports.gym.hangout.thanks babe.

myfavorite sport.and i share it with my loves.

Lepaking is our middle name.

Geng adik beradik(siblings) i love you.and the rest.

my G&G.my sex&thecity.my kesayangan.people that i dying to meet up.to talk to.to spend time with.to laugh with.to go vacation with.to live with.to marry with.haha now thats so gay. you know that i love you more and more by days don't you?!

crazy time with best friend.just touched having people accepting who you are.and not complaining about you.and support you all the way.thanks mie.

there always time to spend with this people.

who help you alot during the malas time.during maths time. during english time.during homework time.

<3

friends who reflect you.

who make you smile.

who don't give a damn what people say.

who support what you love.

thanks sayang-sayang semua. i sayang semua skali.
what God gave me.just priceless. nothing can replace you guys.
lovely friends.

please.please.always be there.
for me.
because i need you.
you are my strength.
a friend in need.is a friend indeed.

i might not list everyone in here.but i do appreciate everyone.

who always there for me.

either i realize or not..

thanked god.

Thank you Allah.

2011-04-19T02:44:00.004+08:00

I'm happy. not because i'm engaged! not also because i have a new boyfriend.

I don't know why i am so happy and enjoyed my life now.

i'm just so happy.

maybe because i know that i always have someone when i needed.

I always feel down and i used to think that i have no one. but when i look around,

there always someone God created to cheer me up. there always family to go to.

there always best friends to cry to, to share to, to laugh to.. they always be there.

just for me. Thank you Allah.=)

i love you. all of you.

tired.

2011-04-14T16:45:00.003+08:00

April started already...but i still at home.

I should start my internship..a 3months programme..

but now i stuck at home doing nothing.haha

yes for first few weeks..its heaven. but when it come to 2weeks..

tired. hopeless..=p

i hope this feeling will end by next week.=.='

It's my birthday!

2011-04-08T01:48:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to myself!!! its April 8th..=) Happy Birthday to My mama as well..on April 6th!!=)

sgt beremosi.

2011-03-27T17:17:00.002+08:00

Mood macam maen cak2.. mungkin sebab demam yang aku hadapi nih...

pening kepala. running nose lgi.... and tetibe plak sakit gigi. great combination yaw!!!=.='

bile dah macam nih...mula la...emosi tuh maha dasat!=p

then ape lagi... lagu-lagu jiwang favorite menjadi pilihan saat2 macam nih.

owhhhh... lagu Abang Anuar Zain i menjadi pilihan....=)

tgk plak klip vid kat utube...awwww terus melting hati tenang...heeeee=p

sangat membantu dalam menceriakan hati duka lara nih...

kan best dapat jumpa him! <3 mmg terbaek la... nak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

abang hensem yang selalu buat i melting.. dia saja.takda org laen! tetibe rasa mau kawen dgn Abg Anuar i!=) hikhik mood gatal...=p

dah2...jom layan lagu Sedetik Lebih... =)

feel like writing again..

2011-03-05T01:10:00.002+08:00

too much things to put in...memories, friendship, great friends, great time....

too much pictures to put in as well..

how to manage?!!!!

owh...

INTERVIEW this monday... morning session...

can't wait! hope i got in... *pray*pray..

will try to put in some great memories in here...=)

try my best...

time to sleep....

NOT a Brooke Davis.

2011-01-28T21:07:00.003+08:00

i'm sooooo called broke!

just got my allowance last week!

and now its gone...

simply gone!!!=.='

what did i spend for??!!!deyymmm..

- pump shoes (bought for lab session..and it just end yesterday!)
- a pair of Zara pants
- long sleeves tshirt from Zara
- sweatshirt from MNG and it only cost me rm19!!!!!!!!
- jeans from niichi
-a cardigan from niichi
-a watch! its on sale..so i found a cute one..and most important very light..( as my hand cannot handle those heavy one..it will started to swell..gedik kan?)
-2 pairs of socks(the girls one)
- belt from forever 21
- spend almost rm70 on chocolates..( ordered from a friend from Langkawi!)
- loan to a friend

yeah..thats pretty much it!!=)

i think i need to hire a PA or anyone that can control my expenses..

if i do it this way i another 2-3 years..

i will have NO SAVING at ALL!!!!=(

control yourself! very bad...

craving for more shoes.

2011-01-19T00:59:00.005+08:00

Ditunggu..punya tunggu....

tak kunjung tiba jugak..

Bile alaun nak masuk nih yang oi??!
banyak dah lists nih.

what i want really badly is a pair of shoes.

Wedges or heels.

Nak pkai pergi kelas dan interview.

Asyik pakai same wedges to class..
kadang2 pakai flat shoes.

dah kepam dah. erk.

survey2 kat internet..xder sgt like what i wanted.

ada satu tuh kat Charles and Keith! suke.

Lebih kurang la cmni..=p or i want this kind!=)

rase sophisticated sket.

this one laa yang i really want! nice2..

melting tgk color dier! =)

nampak selesa and can go with anythg..
bju kurung or even jeans! suke. saw this in Vincci last time..=p

if jumpe camni..terus aku grab!!!!

byk lgi pilihan..but for now..mmg nak yang mcm ni jer dlu..yg penting covered shoes...=)

*source pictures all from google..=)

Love is a 4 letter word!

2011-01-18T01:31:00.002+08:00

Its been a while.. I’m not with somebody.. I means in a term of relationship or what not..

I think I am used to it already.

But sometimes..when it come to the day of the month..

I talk to myself.. what you really looking for? Who?

All the questions keep running and playing on my mind..

I want someone who accept and like the way I am..and wont let me change just to suit him.

Someone who cares bout me. Someone who wanna marry me.

Owh talking about married..

I got a nice conversation with my parents..

Mama: “ when u gonna get ur allowance?? Let me keep it for you..for your wedding!”

Me: “Erk.next week..hahaha marry??”

Abah: “ Don’t ever think of married if you are studying..”

Me: “haahahaha not me..not me..Mama said so.. “ pointed at my mom while laughing really hard..=p

Mama: She gonna finished study soon…this is her final sem..(means there will b no probs.)

Me: Where got boyfriend la ma…how want to get married?=p

Mama: Brutal!!..thats why laa…how to have boyfriend..hahaha=)

Dang! Hahahaha it was so funny to have this kind of conversation with my parents.. and it get direct to my face! Hamek kau!=p

And my friends told me..change a lil ninie… or reduce the snobbishness..(like I got one?)I think I just have standard..thats it.. too confident.. erk. Why aa..guys always want girl that so dependable on them? If they can just have someone soooo independent? Deymm… why they one someone soooo lemah lembut..? so passive if they can have someone so outspoken and speak their mind? I still don’t get it till now..

Dah masuk 16th Jan dah...=)

2011-01-18T01:31:00.000+08:00

Did I forgot to tell you that the lepak session at McD last at 430am?!hahaha and the good news that I don’t bring any keys to the house! MACAM MANA MAU MASUK?????!!

Try to call my lil bro…nobody pick up the fon!adeh.. my mom gonna kill me! Nak call takot..tak sedar diri balik lewat!huhu tetibe rase takot. Mesti kene marah…=.=’

So whatelse… menumpang kasih di rumah Nana laa..hikhik tido himpit2 ngan 2 org genit. Tasha n Nana..=p

Balik2 terus tido! Bagus.. Wake up around 8am.tdo blk. Terjaga dah almost 1030am..hikhik so siap2 mau pulang ke rumah.. naseb last night I msg my mom..so xlah she worried yg I xder kat bilik kn?

Pulang aje..terus sengih2.. mcm kerang xmandi! Then berpolitik. Capai penyapu menyapu tv room.. kemas2 siket.. harus ambil hati! Kalo tak tak pasal kene marah!

My mom macam taw2 jer yang ern bl hrini..then dier siap tnye..hai…tak hantar ernie ker??!!=p peril ker aper?hikhik

Terus cakap…xsure lgi..ngehngehngeh..selaen mmg nk blk KL…MAdu ajak hantr Ern kat airport..so on jelah!=) hikhik

Salam2 mama abah before balik…sebab they going to meet Along kat Melaka..and hantar Didie kat KTM station..

Terasa weekend diisi dengan banyak aktiviti.=)

15th of January 2011

2011-01-18T01:14:00.000+08:00

Spend a lil time with my besties back home. Was a great time lepak petang2…should I say nearly maghrib already? But that is the time we had…=)
Bunga Raya restaurant jd port.as the other port tutup plak for the day.. Present on the day: Me, Ern, Madu, Tasha, Nana, Sheikh and Alif.
Makan-makan time..owh ade cheese cake!sedap.

Malam decide nak futsal bersama.even mula2 macam susah jer nk kuar blk kn…
But balik2 umah berpolitik dulu.. hoho borak2 ngn mama… do whatever she said.. like tolong mama masakkan telur and set the table… then after that can ask to go out for futsal!

We play 9ish smpai 11pm…with Nana’s friend..which jadi my new friends…hebat la plak!!state player kot. What do u xpect me to play hebat with them? Memang tak la kn…hahaha wat after all it was fun!

Lepak THARA seafood.. owh I had kapok lekor with fresh oren laici!=p
Lepak2 lama okeh! Sampai 3am plus…sebab there sooooooo much to catch up with the girls… plus great topic we had.. even about marrying yourself..would u?hurmmm hehehe

Don’t just end there…as the kedai hint2 nak tutup…siap tutup lampu..kemas meja and tutup meja…hehe xpaham2 plak kn…=p there we move to McD Senawang..

By the way Ern is going back to Ausie the next day..gila! dah la budak tu tak packing lgi! We hold dier smpai 3ish pagi plak tuh!! Mlm tu she dun wanna go futsal! We paksa her… like she can sleep during the journey on the flight!hehehe
Sangat rindu sebenarnye to hang out with my Seremban people! *hug*hug*kiss*kiss

Just met Ern few hours before she board. Sedangkan dah almost a month dh dier blk!! Xberkesempatan langsung! =)

How I miss the old days we spend together…

Duri.

2011-01-17T23:29:00.000+08:00

Kau tahu kau cantik
Kau tahu aku tidak
Kau guna kesempatan
Kau halang jalan
Hurmmm..
Kau hidup dikala yang lain kelemasan
Kau bebas mengguna kuasa
Kau tegar menjadi selumbar
Menyentap jiwa

Disaat-saat kau guna kata semangat
Yakin kau bersama aku
Rupanya sekadar lapisan menutup hina
Menutup salah yang kau bina yang kau lakar

Kau..
Ingat…
Aku simpan erat...
Aku manusia terkadang terlepas..
Yang kau perlu ingat
Irama lagu itu tidak terpisah..
Keadilan dan Tuhan manakan persoal
Duduk diam kau
Pasti ..ada balasan..
Tunggu dan lihat..
Lambat dan cepat
Saat tentukan..

a learning process.

2011-01-15T15:00:00.002+08:00

It have been a while i do not write anything on this blog..

Been busy adapting to the 2nd module of BeST program...=)

Now we having a Technical Module...

wow! that what i can say..

work...understanding..reading test...and lab..

i love the lab part..as it is my expertise..which i learn in my Uni..

ermm the classes part..learning GMP, HACCP, HALAL... quite a challenge for me..

the activities with group was fun! presentation of our product n process..

that was easy i guess..but the understanding to differentiate between GMP and HACCP was quite a problem at first...

but i guess after the class end..most of us...master them already.. owh we even have FINAL EXAMS for this paper..tough one...

i'm so glad i have credit for the GMP one..hehe=)

in my opinion.. both classes gave a strong additional to our CV... and it is what industrial want nowadays..and THANKS a MILLION to BIOTECH Corp for giving me such a great opportunity to be part of it...thanks..=)

Now we started lab already...i think i am going to have a hell lot of fun out of it!!!

last friday we had a chemical preparation session... we prepared 0.2N of HCl.. some of the group members have a problem with it...but its ok..its a learning process aite? good job mates!=)

hope to have so much fun after this!=)

looking forward.

HOT Cup.

2011-01-05T20:39:00.001+08:00

Hujan-hujan ni....

memang sedap layan HOT CUP MAggi..

perisa sayuran.

terbaek feeling dier...=)

memang layan lah! sambil tersenyum jer...

yumyum..

HARIMAU MALAYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!auummmm.

2010-12-30T02:04:00.003+08:00

CONGRATULATION MALAYSIA!!!!

after waiting for years to win the cup...we won it today! i am very proud of you people!=) <3

the game was crazy..and even gonna get me a heart attack! haihhh

great job Khairul Fahmi! you did great!=) handsome, young and talented goalkeeper.. xoxo

and Safee..congrats for the best scorer...

Bangga!

NAKED EYES

2010-12-20T22:48:00.004+08:00

There almost 3 weeks the class started. I have learned so much things.

The most important is GRAMMAR IS SEXY!!~ yeahh beybeh....haha

There are 2 classes, A & B ...been facilitated by 2 wonderful man.. Encik Suffian and Dr. Nizar! they are sooooo funny especially Encik Suffian. He got tonnes of experiences..and he been sharing those with us from the first day we have class with him.

Not saying that Dr Nizar do not give anythg or wht. yes he gave much informations..knowledge..but En Suffian have our class for most of the time..=)

From communication skills...TONNES of presentation..yeah...lots of presentation..either individual or grouping..=)Now we are working on our magazine.I am so excited to see the final result of it after being printed. CAN'T WAIT!!

During the days with both Facis..we got the chance to visit National Art Gallery Malaysia(NAGM) with located in the heart of Kuala Lumpur, next to Istana Budaya. Was a great place to visit though!! coolness!

owh yeahh..before we went to NAGM...we have been exposed to what art actually is.. It is not necessarily to have meaning. it depends on how you look at it.. When i was there.. i rated my visit at 7 out of 10.. i might be new in this art stuff to just judge or understand them..but yeahhh..

There so many types of art. Can be either ABSTRACT, EXPRESSIONISM, IMPRESSIONISM, REALISM, CUBISM, or even POP ART..haha i know whta is on your mine. WTF the science student have to learn about art?!isnt it?! that was in my mine as well..well not that i don't appreciate art or else.. i do go to those art fest with my besties.. but in NAGM?!

but once you in there..you just mesmerized!! what on earth that this people can imagine on doing those art work?! they are crazy! i never think of doing art from the old book of mine.. art usually i related it painting! ART is WIDE! can be painting, sculptures,photos anything!

you might like the painting because you feel like you engaged to the painting as the painters get you attention! how painting can really create those feeling..emotion..i was surprised that i can felt that way when i was there..=.=' amazing people with amazing + crazy idea.

What i like most from all types of art is impressionism and expressionism.. There was 1 painting..that successfully catch my eyes..if i'm not mistaken..it was name as "the girl was not". amazing painting! it was a picture of a girl upside down.which her face been painted white. owh the concept was using a liquid paper..material that been used to colored the girl's face. its like a symbolic of something..i can say that the girl had a bad history in past or life full of sins or what not..the painter grab my attention really well!

this BeST program really teaches us being a all rounded person with knowledge of our own field and additional of other skills...

I started to build a friendship..and the bond started to be strong..i know it will take times.. but a good start...begun everything right?!

the communication module going to end soon.. i know i will miss having those presentations and public speaking..owh debate... We will having a debate session this Thursday between group A and B.. haha obviously i'm not the debaters...hehe but i support my team all the way! You go KUMBANG DURJANA!!~hahaha i know right?! the name...ngee=p thats been called by the other class...dang!gagaga

Upload some of the photos soon! problem occured during the uploading.

lists of work!

2010-12-12T11:28:00.004+08:00

Busy weekend.

there are lists of work to be done beybeh!!!

1) tidy up my room

2) writing up articles for magazine

3)Resume

4)cover letter

5) preparation for tuesday presentation.

ermmm thats for now la... selamat laundary dh settled hrituh!=)legaa....

Registration day.

2010-12-11T13:08:00.002+08:00

We started class right away after the orientation done at Istana Hotel..=)

First day at TPM..Teha, Anne and Me.. line up for registration..

2nd day.

3rd day..waiting for Rapid KL bus with some other girls..

the next week after registration.=)

hurmmm now...started the life as student of Biotech Corp..tonnes of assignments!!!

will be a busy day.

take care everyone.

BeST Orientation

2010-12-05T11:06:00.006+08:00

Hey..hey..people..=)

i have an orientation last monday and tuesday held in Hotel Istana Kuala Lumpur.

I have a blast!

i met up new friends..and of coz the micetian as well...

It is a good start though... mingle around with ew people..feel like in a shoes of working people with how we dress up..just love it!

we gone through the formal activity like talk and discussion part..and we do have the activity where we have a great time singing..like in the karaoke.=p

well the Micetian was always be the 'tak malu' one as we sing out loud!hahaha who cares though?! we missing kareoke time when in Tampin!hahaha was a great therapy...=)

after all the activities..at night we dcide to have a walk near BB and Pavi... camwhoring!!what else right!?haha

more photos to come..as the program will take 3 months..hahaha

2010-11-27T16:48:00.003+08:00

hurmm been few days i'm away to KL..like almost 4 days..haha lama tuh.melepak umah member.

nanti Isnin ke KL semula.wah.lagi!?

later on pon akan ke sana...huhu prektikal plak.

owh remember post lepas2 i told nak pegi sokong a fren of mine g maen gameshow Anda Ada 60saat.. well he did make it till rm2500..but bile masuk game yg rm5000 he lose.. keadaan selamat adalh pada rm100 and rm25000.. so he just came back with rm1000! ok la kn?=)

Congrats anyway Cem!!!=) u did your best already..

lama ok lepak Puchong..ngan Abgsham lgi and Put lagi..Teha.. owh Nahal and Fruz also joined.

can't wait to see on tv..hahah pasti korang terkejot tgk!huuu aku pon hampir pengsan! so nantikan jelah k?

Lupe nk ckp...recording buat kat Cyberjaya...KRU Studio jumpe Edry ngn Yusri! hensem!!!!!suke..heeee...ok jmpe nabil gak..huhu

eh2..tdi dah register hostel tuk BeST program..pahal warden dier kerek sgt?!nyampah aku! ko rilex jer kak...ko rilex je...siap ko nnti.huh.

bilik ok lah.luas.ade tempat basu dapor tmpat sidai bju. the enviromnt pon not bad. so o probs la kot.. thanks Abang Sham teman me tdi..and drive me all the way from home to KL and back to Seremban blk..huhu thanks!=) <3

personality colors the friendship

2010-11-24T03:06:00.004+08:00

Word to describe?

too hot?hahaha

each and everyone keep a different quality.

..Sayangness..

keep this tight ok.

us.

hope we remain goodfriends till our last breath.

sundalanz forever!ahaks.

we might not share lots in common.by somehow there is something between us.

i might not have join you guys often.

but i appreciated all single invitation of u gurls.

i might not be the most favorite girl of all.

but i still grateful to be part of it.=)

to be part of it is rather better than none.

Si chantek.siputih.sihitam.sigebu.

tetibe windu korang weh!!

Thanks for a great time.

hope we share more and more great memories ahead!

take care

can't wait to meet up tomorrow.

without xila along.hurmm

but we still can have fun right?!=)

di kala kebosanan.

2010-11-23T13:05:00.007+08:00

hehe..agak2 tengah bosan.. rajen2 pulak aku bukak blog nih..hehe upload gmbr lah!=)

bile tengok2 balik all the photos... i've seen changes in me... either from the fashion or the matureness or the skin tone..or the frackles on the face! and how much the fat reduce.. haihhh =.='

it has been a great year...studying..now it almost coming to the end already..=( kindda sad..but somehow it make me happy to not facing the finalexam!hahaha

the the years...turn me to someone more girly from someone so tomboy!haha well i like it a lil..but i really want to keep the tomboy side of me!kindda cool what kan? haha the garangness still with me!hikhik

2010~me infront my house. wearing a Cardigan that i bought back then when i was in States..=) love them! A polka dot skirt i think i bought it last month or 2 months from a fren of mineonline shpping blog.

2009~Unplanned outing withbestfriends..so i just grap a cardigan match with my favorite pink tee-sgwang!, jeans-dknyjeans(FOS!), and wearing my favorite shawl.. mase the time i used to wear that shawl...where got org pkai shawl cmtuh.. stock xgosok punye!hahaha kedut2 seribu..=p but now its a trend already!=) the bag was bought online!

2009~ i think this was the time i started to kurus already..rmai told me so.=)awww...

with my used-to-be-myfavorite cardigan- PDI, shorthdress-Giordano(mysis punye!hikhik), Lovely shawl also from mysis, and my Vincci Accessories pump.. love them as well..now started to rosak d...=( waering the most comfortable jean i had- Lee and membimbit bersama Black sling bag from Zara.=p i think that was my first expensive hndbg ive everbought!haha still syg!<3

i'm a jeans and t'shirt person most of the time!=) this was in 2009 kot..URBANSCAPES 2009 went there with my bestfriend Famie Feemo!!!=) was fun enjoying the music the crowds..

Wearing Times Square cardigan, Jeans from Giordano(mysis punye! now my adek pulak gune!hahah kire bundle gak agh kn?!)... and bag Cleef yg i sumbat everythg in it! owh Famie pon tumpang gang.sebok kan?!huhu

This is my first outing out from seremban pkai that tudung style!=) was in 2008 or 2009 Rantai Fest at Red Bungalow nearby Pelita KLCC..=)

Selesa la that style.. Credit to Atiqah Mddin..thanks ajar me!=)

See..still with jeans and long sleaves tee..=) COMFORTABLE!

2009~This was right after we done with foot massaging! i went there with Ummi and Madu. Usually when i'm in my hometown..theis kindda outfit suit me better!i dunno why..but yeah..

Tshirt-Seed,Jeans-Lee, Hbag-Voir, Sandal-FOS

2009~Restaurant Nelayan Titiwangsa!=) Celebrating3 things, My Abah was awarded pingat ape tah from the Yamtuan, My Brother hafizi got good SPM results and my uncle got promoted..=)

so it was smart casual outfit..

2010~i think that was a bulan puasa month! we go jalan shopping raya at Sunway pyramid!

I look so BAEK in this outfit!haha the checkered shirt i bought from Kitschen, the soft jeans from Lee, the NYC pump, Zara bag..and i miss that Greensunglasses from Vincci..hukhuk=( kena curik d...

2009~In terengganu!!!this time..my camera hilang already..tercicir in Redang islang..then patah blk tgk..xder dah..=( but its ok!i got a new one!!=) MySlimfit jeans from Lee, my Cotton on stripetee, headscarf-from my cousin.

2010~A formal Outfit.i wore them mase jawap the one and only paper final this semester! yang laen all project jer.. i match with a belt..so stunning sket lakan?!=)

Overnite tyme with kesayangans!~ A yellow short dress from Kitschen..it come with that belt!=)

I mix and match with my Cotton on tee.. and legging that i bought from the thai fest!=) Mynew brand slipers from Ripcurl(i bought when sales!so affordable for me..)

2009 i guess... See that tshirt!!hahaha love2 them!=) now i match with PVC motorbikeblackjacket and skinny and pupm..with oversize hbag(present from a friend!!=) )

2008/2009~ a photoshoot outing with Ern, Madu and Bob.. my first try on using the awning inner with soft shawl..=)

Day out with sista and abang2..=)

I miss wearing those dress..hehehe

This was last weekeend!!=) out with my sis..=)

the jeans and dress give an illusion of long supermodel leg!gagagaga

suke2!!!

This was 2008 i guess...Cardigan and dress..used to me my favorite!=p

i wear it with belt..so can enhance my figure.. i look so innocent yet so gedik!hahaha=)

So yeah...i did see some changes here and there..hurmm

And i hope all the changes are to a better one..=)

ok.windu korang.

2010-11-21T23:55:00.003+08:00

Windu-winduan pulak kat my lovely roomies b210..=)

miss the talking, the laugh, the fight we shared.huhu

windu kene sakat ngn korang or menyakat korang.

imy Tassia,Fasha and Iza si budak kecik!=)

Pasti rindu korang sem depan.=(

Nanti lepas INTRA we meet up k..=)

From left:Tassia,Fasha and Iza

Group photo..=)

Take care yer adik2 semua..

Jangan notty2..

Moga berbahagia sentiasa..ahaks..

Scuba vs INTRA vs 60saat

2010-11-21T14:34:00.003+08:00

ermmm frust sangat....dapat offer from bestfriend nak join scuba x?! HELL YEAHHH!! but then..harapan tinggl harapan..bile dinyatakan tarikhnye...=(

22nd sampai 30th November....=( sedih bertambah....

sebab Best Programme start on the 29th.. so kebarangkalian untuk tidak dapat pergi adalah tinggi mencanak2..huuuuuuuuuuuu

tetibe pulak rase and doa yg tarikh progrm tu dianjakkan lgi..hukhuk

Bukan slalu dapat offer camni...

ermm tapi takpelah..mungkin bukan rezeki nak pegi kot..=) tetibe POSITIF!hahaha

but then on the 25th nih... classmate ade masuk competition yg '60saat' ASTRO nye program kot...Maka adalah lebih indah untuk pergi sokong dier ramai2 dengan pkai baju OREN! yer kawan2..OREN yer...=) celah mane nak cari bju oren agaknye..??hurmmm

dah la buat progrm kat studio bru KRU yg kt Cyberjaya tuh!!lebih berkobar2 laa gamaknye i kn?! mne taw tetibe terjmpe Edry ker..Yusry ker..owh ok..Norman skali..kan indah belaka tuh?!=) mule berangan*

tadi mula selongkar baju2..utk tgk ade tak bju oren utk dipakai..takda! tapi terjmpe shawl oren terang benderang mcm trafic light!=p ok la tuh...can also!~

hehe jejom!~ hari khamis aw... kat cyberjaya...=)

cant wait to meet up with Sundalanz....=) <3<3

On the move.

2010-11-20T00:37:00.003+08:00

Ive started to love playing games as it is about fashion! i don't know that i'm that good or what..but i love them as it spices my life..=)

Now i addicted to those fashion games or website such as Looklet or Polyvore.. Some people might love playing games on the computer like dinnerdash or even Dotta or something..where i don't really give a damn..haha if people start talking bout them i will pass..=p

My ex-roomies Tassia..introduced this website to me and i fall in love at the first used! now i can't stop mix and match the clothes...What shoes look nice with that dress..that pant go with taht handbag..blablabla..and the list keep going...

so yeahhh..i'm enjoying them so much... when it come to fashion... I just dying for it. Some people said... Dress to Kill or Kill to Dress..=)

I might not live life like in Sex & The City or Shopaholic.. but i would love to have those kind of life.. a big closet with pretty dress...match with shoes or clutch..just love them..

Both picture down there was my first try when i used the websites..haha might not look that glam..but i love them =)

On the move. by Roo 23 featuring crystal jewelry

Now i can't stop playing..hahaha i have Thesis to print out! deeeemmm!!!=p

BioPlant Design coming to the end.

2010-11-19T12:26:00.004+08:00

The one year project end soon! owh..it was a tiring days living with works..i mean study works! huhu

i'm glad its gonna end soon!~ yeah.. last monday me and my lovely group hve presented the project name 'Production of Pyruvic Acid'. it was a crazy presentation. the Qs were deeemmmm.... Are they trying to kill us or what?!

even the smallest thing they want us to notice and take notes..ok fine..i understand if we gonna open the plant soon, YES we need to know.. plus i dun think i'm gonna open any of this sooner or later.. haha so NOOOOTTT...

but all of us...myself, Fyruz, Ijan and Wawa did great on the project.we tried our best already to make it good.. thanks for the 1 year working together with a great coorperation! I'm going to miss you guys tonnes!huuuuu =(

these weere the pic after presentation..haha i really have this crazy headache and dizzy after get out from the presentation room.like Seriously!~

Sakai.

Wawa and Me.

Wawa.Ijan.Fyruz and Me

Me and Ijan

Fyruz and Me.

The PYRUVIC ACID TEAM

Love working with u ppl!~

gonna miss u all.

take care.

happy holidays!~=)

Aidiladha 2010

2010-11-17T22:27:00.004+08:00

It' s Hari Raya Aiduladha..=)

Wishing everyone a great hari raya! well mine was a BLAST! having aunties, cousins celebrating at my house just a greta!=)

thanks for joining my family for takbir..and BBQ!~ burppp... sgt kenyang!

will miss u all.

start to rindu-rinduan.

2010-11-13T03:01:00.002+08:00

well...

i'm gonna miss all of them!<3>

banyak yang not in the pictures...but i know i'm gonna miss you guys a lot!

hope we keep intouch aw.. haihhh tetibe berat hati nk abeskan campus life nih..serious..

nanti kita rindu-rinduaan ok!=)

sayang korang semua.

with ANna

With Una

Umar Kesayangan

with Nonie

with Ida n Abgsham

with Munir,Abgsham,Anne and Fairuz during MQA

Outing with Nahal, Xila and Abgsham

Menggedik bersama rakan kelas

bergambar sakan gune prop admin!

kenangan aku igt sampai bile2.

pasti rindu!

internship.

2010-11-10T22:53:00.002+08:00

I'm DONE with final exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i took 3 subject this semester where only 1 subject required me to go for final exams...

1) Final Year Project

2) BioPlant Design 2

3)Innovation- got final exam.

ermm. my final started last 8th November.and my paper were on the 9th..then wht else??merdeka la wei!!!!!! but not that merdeka la kan.. still stuck with plant design report after that... can't wait to finish presentation next monday then im done with studies...ermm only left for internship laa kan?!

not like everyone else.. i will start my internship a month earlier that the supposed date... it will be this 21st November a few days after Hari Raya Eidul Adha..hukhuk

where?? ermm i'm joining the BeST programme under Biotech Corp.. hope i will have a blast!! can't wait!!=) dunno what i'm gonna experience on that progrm.. i've asked some of my senior who join this program..and they said its a good thing to join! so yeahhhh i'm going for it!! meet new people and maintain my friendship with all my kesayangan!huhu=) hope you guys dapat offer as well..so we can go enjoy together la weih!hikhik

now? stuck in college.study for presentation. and START PACKING!!! hohohoho

fyp

2010-10-26T12:57:00.000+08:00

ermmm masih struggle untuk thesis.

takot nye kalo xsiap!!mampos!

Hair treatment shampoo..

2010-10-22T23:13:00.004+08:00

Hey everybody..=) haha macam laa ada orang yang baca blog kau nih..=p

just wanted to share..

last few weeks..i have a big problems with my hair.. its dried and frizzy!

well its normal for a curly hair to get frizzy that easy...but we can minimized the chances to get there..=)

i'm a Loreal hair care user for years already..but somehow the shampoo getting immune to the hair..or the hair getting immune to the shampoo..idk..

it started to have problems..yes PROBLEMS...

some people said something to me where we need to change our shampoo for like every 3 months..is it correct?

so i decided to change them..eventhough i love Loreal shampoo so bad as the smell really good and sweet..like candy..

Now i'm a user o Himalaya Herbal Healthcare..its a herbal based product..so i think it might work well as no chemical used??or less i would say...

Now i'm using The Protein Shampoo with Conditioner..=)

i think my hair started to live again..haha

Its a herbal shampoo with conditioner for that special 2-in-1 effect where it rich in Natural protein..

Specially formulated 2-in-1 shampoo are a blend of herbs such as Trigonella foenum-graeceum (Fenugreek), Cicer arietinum (Chickpea), and Exlipta alba( Thistles) which contain Natural Proteins that nourish hair roots ad prevent hair loss. Hibiscus rosa-sinensis (shoe flower)conditions the hair and along with Rosmarinus officinalis (Rosemary) promotes hair growth. Acacia concinna (Shikakai) makes the hair sot and tangle free and keeps the scalp healthy. Its suitable for normal, greasy nad dry/ damaged hair.( Himalaya Herbal Healthcare pamplet)

wah!! rajen plak kan aku salin balik!hee

ermm i think it soften the hair and make it bouncy and easy to manage..=) as i said..i have a curly hair..so i have to really take care of it so the curl don't look so much like lions hair!hahaha

after shampooing my hair and rinse clean them...i towel dried the hair..lap-lap gitu jer..then i apply the hair treatment cream from elipce..(i think this how it spell?forgot)..rambot yang semi kering tuh apply with that cream or serum..and balut with towel for a while.. then let them dry.. =)

lepas tuh rambut bouncy2...bak kate my roomates fluffy2..haha=P

if nak sikat rambot curly..pastikan gigi sikat tu jarak2...so tak rosak curl yang ada...=) but for me i jarang sikat rambot!hahaha just lurutkan guna jari.and bentukkan balik curl tuh..hehe

so try laa this product.. i just used them for 2 weeks kot...and it give good results!!selamat mencuba!!=)

Terperinci atau tidak.

2010-10-21T20:30:00.005+08:00

Kadang-kadang rasa macam takde life jer duduk kat kolej nih.

cuti xbalik.

kelas takder.

tapi kadang-kadang tuh, tak buat ape pon. duduk jer bilik.memerap.

sikit hari leh buat bbq.panggang.

keje memang belambak.sgt!

internet pulak suka maen chak2! dah laa broadband tade.kene curik! sial kau pencurik!

so asyik maen tido-tido jer kat bilik.

lebih tengok movie jer.haha

sampai roomates pon sound!bengang tgk asyik bergolek2 atas katil tgk movie. mau tak bengang?!hahaha

thesis writing maseh dalam usaha.mood untuk bertungkus-lumus masih belum smpai.

haihhh =.=

mau pulang ke rumah. tapi malas mau naik bas. sebab kakak masih ada urusan minggu ini.

maka tunggulah aku smpai hujung hari jumaat nanti.

bosan-bosan buat semua benda. kemas bilik pulak macam org gila. tapi kali nih. masih biasa lgi. xjadi gile lgi..rilex2 duduk dlm habuk!haihhh

lama sudah tak menyapu bilik.tiada mood membersih.xkira lah bilik maupon hati yang terluka nih!ahaks.

kadang-kadang ada juga mesej masuk inbox handfon.tapi itu boleh kira la kn. tak dari Along si kakak kesayangan, mesti dari Nonie. tak pon dari jejaka yang suka menyakitkan hati. tiada pon dari boyfren...sbb takder boypren!hahaha tapi masih rilex.=)

mengira hari-hari akhir dekat kolej nih.sedih pon ade.dh hampir 6 tahun ok.lama tuh kalo dh kawen mungkin anak sudah 2 atau 3..ramai tuh.. kalo pikir umur satu tahun dah pon boleh pergi sekolah jalan kaki sorang2 Darjah 1 coklat..adoi..

sgt lama kan?

xsabar pon ada nak tinggalkan zaman-zaman belajar dan mula berjinak-jinak pula dengan kerja..or mungkin juga sambung study lgi. amek second deg ker kan?hikhik

semua itu perancangan kasar je.xder pon terperinci lagi.

yang penting sekarang adalah finish up writing! setelkan Plant Design! hooray!!! owh lupa ada satu paper final!!Inno!=)

so then pikir nak L.I! then grad!!!owh tidak sabar!!!~

MAJOR problem.

2010-10-21T18:50:00.000+08:00

The Final Year Project Presentation went well last week.

i'm glad that its all over. just have to finish up the thesis writing.

But now i have MAJOR problem! yes MAJOR..

i was so stressed out last few weeks. with the PMS some more.

so it RESULTS of pimples all over the face! OMG.

it was BAD.really bad.

i need help on getting rid of them fast!

any suggestion PEOPLE??? please.

=(

Presentation

2010-10-15T21:28:00.002+08:00

tomorrow is the day..

my Final Year Project Presentation...

kindda scared and nervous!

wish everyone a very best of luck!

wish me luck as well k..may us answer all question well..

semoga semua berjaya with flying colors!!!<3

Dean's Cup Debate 2010

2010-10-15T17:34:00.002+08:00

Congrats Polymer Department!!

well this congratulation wish supposed to go to my lovely roomies Natassia Juliana!!!=)

hahah dapat Best Debater's lagi..huhu congrats darling!=)

kan betul i told you kan..boleh menang punye!!hikhik

The title was about Blackmagic practitioner should be prosecuted!~ (opposed)

and yeayyyy!!! menang!!hikhik

noted.

2010-10-10T02:08:00.001+08:00

just posted the old writing down there..

Sex & The City thingy...=)

i was always waiting for the right time to post them in here...

and today i think is the right time to share..=)

might not be the sweetest post ever or favorite story of the year or what so ever...

if u read it.. i mean it. i love you guys!=)

down to earth.=(

2010-10-08T23:41:00.001+08:00

i'm so down.

i think this is my biggest challenge in life.

God help me out to be more stronger than yesterday..

Please god.. i need you...

=(

Congratulation Along!!!=)

2010-10-07T09:51:00.004+08:00

Congrats on your Convocation Day!!=)

and Congrats Universiti Kuala Lumpur on the 7th Convocation Day!!

owh Congrats jugak buat semua kakak-kakak...Abang-abang...Adik-adik...Kawan-kawan...

Tahniah semua..moga lebih berjaya dimasa akan datang!!!=)

Sex and The City...G&G geng!!=)

2010-10-06T03:01:00.007+08:00

Sometimes i like to define my friendship with this 3 girls like Sex & The City series or movies but without the sex part laa..=)

We are friends since primary school..we lost contact.we meet up and we just be like years ago..we still bonding..still have the fun part..craziness..hard to describe ..but it is Great!We got different style of clothing..different majoring in studies..but we love to have fun! We LOVE Futsal and Karaoke..(karaoke part..im suck!hahah)

I always have great time with them..as we lots sharing thoughts..information..FOOD!! when we sit together..we even talk about economy, politic,love stories, education, or changing fashion style..=) we called ourself G&G gang..NOT stand for GOL&GINCU..haha but we are sooooo GEDIK & GAY...haha..<3

I’m glad that i met every one of them..this might not be the sweetest way to show love to them..but i do love them so much..

Bila bersama.aku tertawa.aku menangis.aku kecewa.semua aku lahirkan.maka aku rasa itu penyebab aku gembira.

From the left:: ERN.MADU.UMMI

Bummer!!!! i accidentally cut the pic 4 of us!!haihhhh

ERNIE EZARRA

ERN:educated..FUN..can be grumpy at times..she hates hot place(NO WONDER SHE STILL IN AUSIE!)..and stupid slow waiter who brings her order late.. my favorite girl to play Futsal..she can’t eat M’sian chicken!so demand huh??not bad..hahaha still persuing her Master..if im not mistaken about system2 thingy..haha forgot d..dekat Australia.. she is funny..talkative..she try to make people talk if the situation was so quiet..so outspoken yet sweet at heart.

UMMI FARIZAN

UMMI:my favourite girl of all..we shared something in common..but hard to describe in words..love travel or organize fun outing. I share most of my stories or problems with her.been a great listener for me. She’s clumsy.haha don’t talk about that one! Can be so Garang at time..love anythg bout car where i dun event know..so simple in style... a jeans and t’shirt person..a bit boyish..but can be so manja..hehe sorry mie to reveal this..we argue lots of things..but we did share same thought as well..and she still study in INTI college..

SYAFIQAH HANI

Hani/Madu:: currently working as a maths teacher.. ermm i think she already accept work in damasara area..hurmm confirm that later with her..LOVE KARAOKE and suara sgt sedap! Knowledgeable..she always share with us this quizzes she did..and informations..came out with stupid question at first..where actually it is a great one after we have this brainstorming or wht it call laa..crazy and Fun! Sweet friend..caring..outspoken.. can also be grumpy..but it depends..have this crazy attitude when she felt so sleepy...hahah sgt masuk air!!=p

More to describe...but sometimes it just don’t come in words...huhu=)

Sometimes..i might take thing seriously..even joke or anythg..but as i growing up.. i learned to let g..and forgive..things happen for a reason right?! so yeah...

I am so glad that i still have them to support me..to accept me who i am and who i gonna be..because we always know the strength and weakness of each of everyone..that what i love more about this girls!=)

I miss all of them!! As there have been a while we do not see each other.. LOVE you girls so much.. HUG and KISSES..xoxo may all of you stay cool..take care ok! because i love you guys so much!!and i mean it! <3<3

CINTA SAMPAI MATIKU.

moga kita kekal menjadi sahabat.

insyallah.

dunia dan akhirat.

Happy 3rd October!!!

2010-10-06T02:58:00.001+08:00

its 3rd of October 2010!!!

owh maybe already 6th oct..but not to late to wish a very happy birthday to both my sista and good friend..=)

To Along and Fyruz who share same date of birthday..

Happy 25^th Birthday Along!!!!=)

Happy 23^rd Birthday Fyruz!!!=)

May more birthday to come for both of you..

May you guys have a blast year ahead!

Stay cool, stay HOT!

Spotlight.

2010-10-04T21:57:00.003+08:00

kadang-kadang..

kita tak perasan, kehadiran kita mengancam orang keliling kita.

bukan istilah mangsa dan pemangsa.

cuma..

mungkin spotlight yang dulu milik mereka..beralih..

kepada kita.

terancamlah kedudukan mereka.

macam mana laa kita nak taw siapa yang terancam tuh kalo mereka sendiri tidak bersemuka.

bersembunyi disebalik tiada nama.huhu

mungkin sekarang mereka mau kita hidup derita, tak bahagia.

tapi mereka lupa.

Tuhan memerhatikan tindak tanduk mereka.=)

aku?

biasa-biasa je.

Anonymous...

2010-10-02T20:42:00.007+08:00

I was suprised to get a comment like this in my blog..was a first time...=)

haha somehow i thought he/she was wrongly post them in my blog......hahahaha..
kelakar pon ade..=)

owh..lupe..kene jawap salam...waalaikummussalam...

dulu...i might get angry..or pissed off with this kindda comment...but now knowing that ppl can say whatever they one..i just smile... or else i can just tolerate with this...(walaupon aku nih jenis yang kurang kesabaran..)

about saying aku poyo...MMG PON!haha

aku hati busuk?? ermm taktaw laa plak kn..takpenah bau..tpi cam wangi jer..hee=)

kaki mengutuk::nampaknye ko kenal betul ngan aku kan?heee kutuk xkutuk sgt laa..yg patut kne kutuk tuh...sorry laa..

peniru?? laaa mne ko taw aku suke tiru keje skolah kawan aku dlu?!! sekels eh ngn aku?huhu

Pendek:mmg aku pendek pon.156cm jer..sian kan...kdg2 aku igt aku tinggi cam model..hehehe suke berangan kan?

hitam::haha mmg jugak!tapi aku hitam manis...so? xsuke tgk g jer duk jauh2 dri aku...

jerawat!!! owh mann...mane ko taw masalah utama aku nih?!dulu muke aku bersih tade jerawat..pastu lepas msuk Kolej...maen ngn chemical n microbes..truk beranak pinak atas muke... but thanks to my compact powder!!maseh boleh tutup lgi jerawat2 aku..hikhik=) try laa gune pixy!berbaloi2...<3

fashion disaster??thanks for the compliment! title bru lagi..haihhh boleh letak sebelah2 title miss gorgeous yg aku dapat tuh!!print2!! letak dlm resume!! mantap!!!

siankan aku..xlaku..=( huhu xpelah...tpi i take it this way.. barang mahal..barang branded...mahal..org takot nak dekat! hows that sounds to you??!=)

tak kesah pon xramai kawan kat U..=) sbb i think i have many friends in highschool!! yg masih berkawan n setia jer...even im so MEAN back in school..haha

so thanks for the comment..somehow it open up my eyes..that i have to get out from my cmfort zone.. because not everyone and single one of you like me..so yeah.. thanks!=)

with tonnes of love...

more or less..

2010-10-01T14:43:00.003+08:00

More or less??

I was trying out my new cotton shawl.. not that new..this was 2weeks or 3 weeks ago..just got chance to put them up..hehe

i love them because they are comfortable and easy to put on!=) lovely..

Warna warni Aidilfitri 2010

2010-09-25T23:20:00.003+08:00

Nah!~

bersama Mr Presiden n jimi asmaradana.

colorful!haha aku xkesah.asal aku hepi.=p

with:from left; nahal,cida,me,izah,nonie

Some of my geng2 sundalan..auchh nama...hahaha

girls bioprocess.

ok.. ini adalah tahun terakhir aku kat MICET.. which rase nya wajar laa utk aku hadiri majlis raya mungkin yang terakhir nih..(xleh ckp lebey2..takot nnti smbong sni lgi!hehe)..

ermm like usual laa..aku selesa berkebaya untuk ke majlis formal or semi formal..xkire laa kebaya labuh atau pon pendek..=) my favorite!

ok kebaya nih mmg kebaya raya!ditempah pon mmg utk hari raya kedua..hehe standard laa 1st day raya mesti mau baju kurung juga..

event was held friday at night..ermm seperti tahun-tahun yang lalu...siap2 macam biase..mandi wangi2 supaya bila bermandi sauna dalam dewan tuh..xlaa bau kepam or whatever u call it!hehe

pukul 645 bru hegeh2 nak gosk bju and selendang.. dengan mengikut tema raya kali nih..warna warni aidilfitri... SELENDANG I PUN WARNA WARNI OK!~haha xrancang pon..mmg beli pon nak pkai ngn this kebaya..siap gosok2..mandi then put on makeup yang tahan panas..xcair..haha xla tebal sgt...was ok to cover up all those pimples or open pores on my face nih..ngee=p

lepas tuh taktaw nak letak camera hanfon cupon kat mne..xbawak clutch pon..then dcde je bwk handbag..besar pon besar laa..angkot jer..pkai wedges. trun bawah tgk kakak2 i plak siap..huhu

niat utama nak pergi event nih adalah utk perbanyakkan lgi pictures camwhoring dengan geng2 sundalan..haha that what we called our group..haha nama..haishhh...and nk jmpe diorang lepas lama sgt duk cuti kat umah beraya!!can't wait!!!!!!! rasa happy jer lepak with them..as masing2 mmg giler camera and xmalu punye..hikhik.. puas posing2..makan2..lencun baju toksah cakap laa..dasat jer..

owh yeah!! i was awarded Miss Gorgeous 2010..haha muke selekeh mekeh..tudung herot berot.. terpilih pulak jdi finalis..lawak ok!!i was like...WHAT??!!haha dah la kena diri atas pentas siap buat catwalk sepanjang 5cm!haihhh =.= igtkan pentas tu ala2 runway..baru feel nak jenjalan atas tuh..wek!=p ok kat atas mmg panas gile!ketiak berpaya dah..aku berdiri pon xsenang jer..orang laen maintain..mesti diorang dh biasa buat catwalk. aku kayu!xreti.

tapi atas ihsan dan belas orang ramai..serta Dean yang pilih..so i won..haha gilak! unexpected ok!! finalis laen yang cun melecun mmg makan hati sbb diorg pilih budak gemok selekeh nih menang..haha xberbaloi..aku pulak nak tergelak..aku suke menang!!!sebabkan dapat DUET RAYA!!!!syok nya raya!hahaha~ aku suke sbb tuh jer.. gelaran Miss Gorgeous xlayak utk aku kot..huhu sorry utk yang xpuas hati dgn keputusan nih..kalo korang nak gelaran nih..amek laa.. ape?? nak kongsi?!! pun boleh...i takesah punye...=p But BILLION thanks to all bestfrens..classmates..my batch..to all that i consider friends..rumates..enemy...juniors..thanks for shouting out loud!hahah aku suke time jerit2 jer..kalo aku kat bwh pon aku jerit2 mcm org gile!=p

so yeahh...pemecah dominasi freehair jer yg dapat award.gagaga xheran tapi org dh bgi award..terima ajelah kn?!=p

so i think i started to like my raya this year!hahaha=p

masa berlalu..

2010-09-12T23:03:00.003+08:00

Sudah pon hari raya...

esok masuk hari raya ke-4 dah..masa berlalu tanpa byk aktiviti-aktiviti wajib hari raya..=(

but yeahhh..its hari raya..kenapa nak duka2 kn? enjoy!!!=)

semoga hari raya anda penuh kegembiraan..=)

Esok Hari RAya..

2010-09-10T03:43:00.003+08:00

its Friday already.. and it mean tomorrow hari raya d..=)

how time flies so fast..i wish i can go back early ramadhan..so more workship i can do..more prayers..more and more..

All baju raya already hang in my sis room..owh all means 2 of them... but 1 of them, i already wore it to class...xsabar sgt!hahaha

so..just wanna wish everyone..happy eid-mubarak to all MUSLIM out there..

my relatives..families..friends from all over the world...teachers and lecturers.. everyone...

have a blast raya ok!! take care..drive carefully...

So..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI..MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN..=)

less than 9 days...

2010-09-02T05:53:00.002+08:00

it is coming to the end already...

so sad..yet so wonderful as syawal is coming up!=)

Baju raya on the move! owh i need shoes really bad!!!

so cant wait for shopping!!!!

Salam Ramadhan..

2010-08-10T02:25:00.002+08:00

Aku sangat menanti ketibaan hari-hari ini..=)

moga ibadahku diterima Allah..dan moga aku menjadi lebih baik dari hari-hari semalam..

aku doakan moga Ramadhan kali ini lebih bermakna..

aku memohon ampun dan maaf atas salah dan silap yang aku laku kan sepanjang dan selama hari ini.. moga kalian dapat memaafkan..dan ku mengharap ibadah ku diterima Allah..

Salam Ramadhan buat semua dari bumi Melaka..

go back.

2010-07-18T16:09:00.002+08:00

time to go back to school!!!=)

School of Chemical Engineering..haihh

see ya!

REdang sudah berakhir.

2010-07-02T02:40:00.001+08:00

ohho...

sudah pulang dari Redang hampir seminggu dua..
baru terasa mahu menulis.

ermmmm
saya rasa gambar akan di upload kemudian.
kerana tiba2 rasa mengantuk teramat!haihhh

gudnite semua.=)

Daddy..

2010-06-21T22:21:00.002+08:00

Happy Father's Day to ABAH!!=)

Mr. Muhammad Bin Sulaiman..

Thanks for everythg...

sorry for being rude...

sorry for making your temperature up!hehe

sorry for everythg...=)

thanks..

i love you.

much..much much....

more than word can even say..

World Cup 2010!!=)

2010-06-13T00:51:00.002+08:00

Sudah mula perebutan siaran television! haha

So what you guys support for this World Cup?!!

I go with ENGLAND!!!!=)

been with this team like forever already..since kecik2..sebab suka dekat David Beckham yang handsome!!!=P

Now i think he not going to play as he still not recover from his injuries.. how bad is it hurmm for not seeing him playing..=(

But still.. i go with England even its gonna be hard for them...haihhh

today match with USA...hope they play well against USA!

USA my second home...huhu sorry i can't be with you.. still loyal to the one and only England.. we still have Rooney playing!=) owh that naughty boy...

Go ENGLAND Go!!!!!=) all the best..cant wait to watch the game..hope more interesting than the other early game... <3

packing.

2010-06-10T21:58:00.003+08:00

Should i start packing now?

owh..i am leaving for REDANG island this monday!!

can't wait..excited!

ermmm what should i bring along?!hurmm

swimming attire:checked
swimming cap:checked
sunblock: checked(cousin bwk!)
dress:checked
tshirt: in progress..how many to bring for 4d3night vacation?hurmm
jeans:checked
legging:checked
bra:in progress
panties:in progress
shoes/pump/slipers: in progress
toiletries::in progress

what else? hurmm

=) =) keep smiling..coz im so excited! my mood is good today..

terdetik rasa.

2010-06-10T00:32:00.003+08:00

Aku tahu aku rindu..

lagi-lagi bila cuti semester telah bermula.

i know it is my false. Things will never be the same again. i know.

i never say sorry. i know that as well. i'm so sorry..

I miss you.

but keeping things between you and me. Make me someone that i don't want to be.. be in between someones relationship?! seriously not me.

i know i always miss you because you were my previous chapter. One that i think i started to like. but it don't work that way darling. things are different in real world.

you always try so hard to comfort me. to please me. i appreciate. some how i miss those moment. the talk we had, the time we spend, the laugh we shared, the chat we usually do.

sorry for keeping you out of my chapter all the sudden while we having such a great time. because i know i can't handle it. i'm afraid that i will fall for you. Because i am confident that you will choose her, and not me.

i always here, wishing you the best of luck in anything you in. either in your studies or even your strong relationship with that sweet girl.=)

thanks for being there before. thanks because you want to be a friend of mine..even maybe that is before..but i appreciate. thanks.

and i miss you.

Yours truly good friend.

home.

2010-05-22T01:27:00.002+08:00

I'm home babeh!!!!

feel sooo good...seriously...i feel sooo good being at home right now..

even my room look like just been bombed by the terrorist..hahah

but relieves....glad....and happy!

now i can start my activity at home...

Futsal..jalan2...hang out with gurlfrens...cuzen's moment.. wow! alot in the list..

so better get ready ppl!! =)

Happy Tacher's Day!!

2010-05-17T09:40:00.007+08:00

I think it is not too late to wish a Happy Teacher's Day to all teachers in this world!!!!=)

The first on the list will be my only way to be in this wonderful world...my parents...=) thanked god i got them..They brought me up to be such a person..where i think i like it this way... Thanks Mama and Abah...Happy Teacher's day for both of u...My mom is an English teacher for level 1 primary school...and i know she is a great teacher!!!and i'm very sure of that... =D My dad is a lecturer in Teacher's institute somewhere in Seremban..as a pre-school education lecturer.. and i bet he is a nice man and loved by his student..=)

B4 enter the English medium school i was in Abim...it was what age i forgot..may be 3-4 yrs old.. just to get a foundation of schooling...i learn a lot here.. and as i was really young i remember tht i memorized most of the line the ustazah teached me..the muqadam session.. all the surah lazim...but now...haihhhh..

As parents send me to pre-school in Silverbell Kindergarten...an English medium pre-school... i remember some of the dance the teachers teaches me...the Peter & Jane reading session... the drawing class..the concert choir...(LOVE!!!!).. the islamic class by ustazah...and the most remember the convocation day!!!!! where i'm toothless..gaagagaga=p my front teeth are missing..but think i'm still cuter than anyone else!!heee.. i think this school prepare me a strong foundation to the next step of the world...i mean in a real school life in primary... Thanks to all the educators...you all such a sweetheart!love you all!! i remember few names...Mr and Mrs Singh the principle of the school...Mrs Prema..i for got the ustazah name.. but i still remember her beautiful face.=) all the bibik there who take care of me and rests of my siblings when we are there... <3 style="font-weight: bold;">I went to 3 primary school..=) Sk Senawang, Sk Temiang and Sk Tmn Paroi Jaya...=) which all of them gave me such an exciting experienced...fun, sad, happy, puppylove story... thanks to all the teachers there...

The best ever secondary school years...in SMK Pendeta Za'ba...5 years in a row... i thought i will be moving to other school.. but then i'm stuck here..hahaha lol... got chances to move to other school in Teknik... but i don't regret at all to be in that school. all the Cikgu..thanks... i might have said this before..but still thank you!!!!!! giving me chance to express the emotion.. the idea..the thoughts...the talent... thanks for everything...seriously i mean it! there are too many names to mention here...but thank you.. and thank you list also goes to Cikgu Azmi Shamsuddin...for giving the chance to join the exchange student program..=)

Sir Muzammil or i called him Uncle...thanks for believing in me...to represent Malaysia..for Exchanged-culture program to the United States of America...=) thanks for giving me way to experienced the one in a life-time greatest memories.... thanks sir..

Thanks to all teachers in Sheboygan North Highschool, Sheboygan, Wisconsin... thanks for the guided while 6month i'm there..=) Mrs. C, Mrs. Ellsworth, Mr Klitzien, Mr Horch, Coach Ryan, Mr astronomy...and others..thank you for everythgs!!=) love all!!!!! and the university life.. thanks to all the lecturers.. to give a way for me to understand the Chemical engineering life better.. even i'm not an excellent student..but i still love to thanks every each of you for the knowledges..life experiences... thanks all!!!!!

Specially wishes for my Favorite Ever Lecturer... Miss Nurizlin Azizudin.. opss i mean Madam.. thanks for evrythings...the advise..the talk we had..the hang out...the fun class u had...make me love english so much! kindda hard to get ur replacement..you still the best lecturer and a sister and a mother!!=)love you..

Also to my beloved ex-supervisor and supervisor...mr Yusuf and Miss diyana..for guided my final year project till the end..diploma and bachelors..=) somehow i adore the hardworkingness and the bookworm of mr Yusuf..where i hope to be just like him.. the professor serba tahu..=) and miss diyana for the patience she had on the project...thanks... thank..thanks..thanks...

to all the teachers in this world..tuition teachers...camp teachers... i mean all...haihhhh can't address all..all of you are meaningful in my life.. and mould me to be such a strong..tough..confident...outspoken...believing in myself...good softskills..(hahah like whatever!!!)..allowed for being me..thanks..

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!

Anak sayang Mama..

2010-05-09T17:45:00.006+08:00

Sorry for not being there today..

for the mess i did in the house...(especially my room)

sorry for always refuse not to go for jogging..

thanks for being there when i needed you most.. the happiest and the worst..

thanks for being patience waiting for me to choose things when shopping..

thanks for being ok with my outspoken ness..

thanks for always said that i can do it..

thanks for always said that i'm beautiful...

thanks for inherit me some of you talent..even not as good as you...=)

i always wanted to show some care..some love... maybe my ego always stuck the action...

i'm sorry...but deep in my heart.. i do love you.. i care bout you... more than word can even say.

i always wanted to give you an expensive present so you will be happy.. which somehow i knw you don't craving for expensive present...

thanks for allowing me to do what i want..what i like...

thanks..thanks...and thanks...

i don't know how many times should i say thanks..because i think it will never enough..

and thanks for taking care of me for all this long..

Anak sayang Mama..<3>

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MAMA!!!=)

My Mama and my aunt..also my 2nd Mama!!=) love both!

me and my beloved Mama!!!=) Love u!

uhhh..lega....

2010-05-06T12:40:00.002+08:00

well..well....final exam is comin to the end already...

what a relieved.....=)

but then....

FINAL YEAR PROJECT is waiting for me...

demm2!!!! xsangka.. i'm in my finalyear...

how time can run so fast..i dun even get to catch them..ayoo...

hope a blessed from Allah..to settle all my work successfully..*hoping*

and guess what?after done with finals... there are still few reports to be submitted!!

BIOPLANT DESIGN la wei.. this report gonna kill me just straightaway..haha like heart attack gitu!

material balance..huh.. i'm a chemical engineering student..but fail my material balance..how cool is that huh? wink*wink* sgt mengharap ade insan istimewa yang baek budi...come and help me out...owhh..sungguh berangan!

so..wish me luck for this one ok!=)!

Saya ada kakak.

2010-05-04T01:50:00.004+08:00

Sedang membaca notes pasal DNA nih...tiba-tiba teringatkan kakak..huhu where got other kakak selain my Along- Nurul Hanim Muhammad...=) okay..tulisan ini warna purple sebab kakak saya suka warna purple!!=) dulu dier suka biru..sebab dah jadi gugurl2 sket so kaler pon dah tukar..hikhik

berterima kasih kepada Tuhan kerna mengurniakan seorang kakak kepada saya..ahaks=) mesti kau baca sambil sengih-sengih kan?kan?

well having a big sister doesn't bad at all...

She being my bestfriend..my best mate..my best rival..my best clothes sharing person... my everything... She always being there as i need her.. ok a...kadang-kadang pon ade juga dier terlupa..=( but well every one make mistake kan?

ermmm bergaduh? tak kan tak gaduh kot kan? TIPU!haha masa kecik-kecik dulu..slalu gaduh.. ape Along ade...mesti aku nak ada gak... always been jelous with her.. sebab dier cantik! putih gebu! alololo... bukan bodek ok! Big Apple 5 pleaseeeee..=p sekarang pun ada jugak gaduh-gaduh...tapi takder la sampai tarik-tarik rambot kan?mcam kecik2 dulu..hahaha simple things jer pon kadang2...

jelous in a good way... macam yang i terbaca in Hanis Zalikha blog.. mungkin sedikit sebanyak ada persamaan dengan i...Kakak saya juga pandai MATH! saya? lembab jugak...haihhh Dolu-dolu mase skolah..takot nak study dengan Along sebab dier garang macam singa!!hiahh tapi gigihkan juga sebab awak tuh dah la tak pandai...hadapkan jugak la... at least pandai sikit..dari tak taw langsung kan?

but soal nak pkai ape?baju nih ok tak ngah? ker nak beli yang nih? memang slalu la dier tanye.. =) we shared same interest..especially we like same things...so bile sorang beli sorang lagi boleh pakai sama!jimat!hahaha which aku mmg la suke paw kakak aku nye barang..sebab she got a high taste jugak! Baju tak payah citer la...kami tukar-tukar jer.. sebab we both pon same size..senang.. plus Mama pon always join venture in sharing-sharing baju nih..hehehe LOVE both of you!!!<3<3

tapi kakak saya tak cerewet macam saya!itu hakikat..haha penah masa tuh nak beli baju raya...nak beli kain kat Jakel...dia dah ade 3 pasang...me? satu pun belum lagi..haihh teruk! Along ape Mama offer sume dier kata ok..thats why i rather to ask my mum to buy it first then make us choose..=) lebih senang..sebab saya tanak menyebabkan semua orang terpaksa menunggu berjam-jam dalam kedai kain hanya nak beli sehelai baju kurung...=p

I love things yang melibatkan make up nih.. selalu nak try new things in the drug store tuh.. EYELINER!! paling suka! also the eyeshadow...saya suka tapi tak mampu..=( so selalunya Along yang bertindak sebagai kakak..mesti offer...ok..kiter beli..share ok? YES!! i like!~

Jarang la..if keluar dengan dia i have to spend lots of money kecuali dier benar-benar sengkek! hahaha.. sebabkan i pon takde lesen macam si Hanis tuh... my sister will drive me all the way.. slalu duet tol..duet minyak..i buat-buat diam jer...tido terus!hahaha(^.^)v but if takde dier akan cakap laa..huhu

Masa zaman-zaman i dun get loans from MARA...dapat pun untuk pengajian.. she spend alot kot every month for me..makan i free jer..gagagaga =p

biasalah rumahtangga kadang-kadang berantakan...if our parents having problems..sometimes it do effect me alot..i'm phobia with fighting...especially married thingy..lagi la i jadi gile!~haha so at dier jelah i can open up..and cerita ketakutan i.. cerita pasal tanak kawen la..macam-macam... She knows almost everything..pasal sape i suka...sapa i tak suke..my strength..my weakness...

being a sibling..and being a bestfriend at the same time..are just perfect!=) always there.. being there when i need her..=) thank you... i know this kindda weird...and something yang agak straightforward..jarang untuk i say that i love you..but its for real..that i love you sis..=)<3>

here goes pictures of my sis..=)

ok kemeja itu milik saya!=p

Baju Kebaya hijau itu milik kakak saya..kan saya dah kata..saya memang suka paw baju dier!!hehe

we tend to spend more time together..especially at family gathering!=)<3

hope we keep closed to each other.
even we are married.
ok?!=)
<3>

one more left..

2010-05-04T00:53:00.003+08:00

yesterday ..

like i have told you before that i got two papers...in the morning and in the evening...
seriously..my head are spinning..after the abstract war..yeah..i mean the exam of course...=)

i already did my best for those two..hope it will results better.. huhu...

3 were down...1 more to go!!!gambatte!!!

the killest paper ever...Biomolecular technique...what is it?? haha it more on the DNA thingy... kindda hard to make me understand..haiyak..

goodluck! bye..need to spend time on studying this paper...wish me luck as well people!

POST HARVEST TECHNOLOGY...

2010-04-27T01:08:00.002+08:00

Post Harvest Technology is my first paper for tomorrow!!!!

i still have a lot to read up..but still..i'm stuck here..wasting my time on the lappy... BUMMER!!!

still can't focus...i read 3lines of the notes and i fall asleep already...

is all about reading!!!!!urghhh..

help!!!help!!!!

i need some courage to move my but away from the lappy...

i think i'm going for solat first..huhu

who knows after that i have this big courage to just start study!! =)

so away guys.....<3<3

Wish me luck for my FINAL EXAMs!!!!!=)

hope i do well for all papers...

Tuesday,27th April,2pm-Post Harvest Technology
Monday, 3rd May,9am-Analytical&Organic Chemistry
Monday, 3rd May,2pm- Cereal Starch Technology
Wednesday, 5th May,2pm- Biomolecular Techniques

yeahhhh..... i <3 final exam!!! chow~

sabtu lalu..

2010-04-27T00:31:00.003+08:00

Time ni la....orang sebok duk pulun study..tetibe la kan keinginan nak menulis tu dtg.. sangat tak kene mase!!!!hiahhhh

been a while i'm away from here...being busy all days... with study..lab..labwork...and sports..

owh talking bout sport...my team enter Alor Gajah Open for Netball game... but both of the team lost mase quaterfinal...=P

but we having a good time there... struggling to win the game..huhu no REZEKI i guess...=)

teringat the good old day..=)

Its April!

2010-04-27T00:18:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday to Nashrul Hazran Che Nasir on the 25th April...

Happy birthday to Mohd Syafiq Rosly on the 27th April..

wishing you guys a very happy birthday..and may more birthday to come....

have a great year ahead..and have a blast birthday ever!!

god bless you both...

all the best in what ever you in babes..=)

and Happy birthday to myself last 8th April. My Mama on the 6th April. My bestfriend back in school Arief on 5th..=) abg padil on the 2oth April...

N9 the BEST!!

2010-04-10T22:50:00.003+08:00

yeay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NEGERI SEMBILAN berjaya menjulang piala FA buat kali ke dua nyer kalo tak silap last was 2003 kot?hmm..

anyway congrats ppl!!!=)

zaquan tetap segak cam biase..even sepak penalty xmasuk...tpi ttp hot! aidil berjaya menutup kekecewaan zaquan..huhu=) + syukor adan pun hebat!

satu yang aku suke pasal KEDAH...keeper yg nk jdi hero...heheh cute duh... but hemsem keeper kedah si Helmi nih..=)<3

Congrats!!!<3<3<3

Congratulation lists....

2010-03-14T01:34:00.002+08:00

Its been a while already...

i do not write a word in this blog.

busy? yes.

plus the internet connection was suck!seriously..

now at home i can write.but now i got no idea.haihhh

just wishing congratulation to my besties..Nadia Zolkpli on your newly-wed.. semoga ko ngn K bahagia keakhir hayat..=)

Not to forget to wish my lil brother Ahmad Hafizi for ur excellent result on SPM- 6As 3Bs.. its ok sayang.. this is not the end of the world... i know u will definitely do better in college.. i wish and i pray for ya k..=) congrats...

the congrats wish also goes to my Dad..=) he got this award or somethg like that from Yang diPertuan Besar N9...pingat kot... PJK...pingat jasa kebaktiaan...=) congrats abah... i'm proud of you...

the list goes with my uncle!! congrats naek pangkat jd sarjan..huhu=) jangan kene tukar jauh2 sudah...

we did celebrate all of them.. dekat Restoran Nelayan in Titiwangsa... my first time there... besar.. chantek!!!=) kebetulan ade wedding malam tuh..meriah...suke2!!! nak wedding camtu gak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=p

overall...xrugi untuk pulang kerumah minggu nih... i did have fun! like always when we gathered with familia...<3<3

tomorrow..

2010-02-20T02:18:00.002+08:00

can't wait for tomorrow...

my besties or we happily name us as crime partner.. are getting married!!!

OMG...

Nadia Zolkpli!!!!! u getting married already...=)=(

mix feeling..nervous..happy..sad all in one...

kindda sad my close friend gonna be someone's wife..

i'm pretty sure we will be less together.. i mean hang out.. lepak here there... gossiping..

but i'm happy for her as she will get married to her beloved fiancee...=) Mr.K...

Congrats sayang...

be a good wife...becoming mother..insyaallah.. i know u wanted baby as soon as u get married kan?? good luck for that!!!hehe

i will miss us hang out...have fun...blaming each other..remembering those day we had in college... our internship.. our hang out with Ubai..the pre-wed lunch..soooo much fun!

PLUS the camwhoring we always had...demmit! i'm gonna miss u alot! seriously alot!huhhh..

just take care of urself. have a happily married life.

see ya tomorrow..

Masjid Wilayah Persekutuan Kuala Lumpur
10.30am

i feel like i'm gonna cry now..............uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

sad.sad.hukhuk...

birthday gift..

2010-02-18T00:59:00.003+08:00

When i was little... i always dream to be an astronomy person... working with stars..planet.. environment.. pretty things... or may be a geologist...something like that...

i always keep my self update with the latest news of shooting stars... the latest eclipse in town.. that was ages ago... always keep this news from the news paper...cut it nicely..or even hang it on the wall..

well, time flies so fast...the dreams always become a dream...

but i always dream to get my self a globe...u know... the earth with a ring to hold it up on a stand... i wish that somebody will handed those globe..as my birthday present... i dunno why i really wanted to have that.. but i really love them...

i saw small globe really nice one in Popular book store... but too expensive for me to buy it for myself..=( bummer.

seriously...if someone give that for my birthday present.. i will be the most happiest person of the day!!!!=) wish*wish*

the globe really killing me...i want it!!!!!!!!!!!!!nak!nak!

in the past...i'm someone who loves the world..and really wanna have it...touch it..feel it... hug it.. but in this real world nowadays..i'm scared to face the reality.. the world is just too cruel.. scared me alot!=(

can someone bring back the happiness and the strongness of me when i was little.=) i want those spirit!!!

=)

bersama Sakai2 hati ku...ngee=p

2010-02-17T22:36:00.003+08:00

Unplan hangout...=)

korang-Ummi Farizan dan Syafiqah Hani- bawak aku jauh2....hahaha

parents aku taw..mampus!ngee=p smpai ke Putrajaya ye tak...hahaha

but always happy when i'm with u gurls....=)

eventhough Ernie Ezarra Bahari was not around... name ko tetap kami sebut2 yer Ern.. dun worry...=P

i always wish daun-daun depan rumah jadi duet ribu-ribu..wah!

so aku leh g melawat ko kat Aussie sana...jauh benor...xmampu aku..hehe

ko tetap di hati aku Ern...=)

Missing Ernie around.....camwhoring was not Fun without u..=(

Good spot back there for u Ern..=D

We like hugging u..ko kat tengah-tengah tu taw..hug*hug*

Peace..(^.^)v penceritaan yg kurang menarik tapi bermakne kan?kan?hehe

miss our moment.together.
stay alive yer kawan2.
jangan notty2!!!=)

2nd phase of frustration.

2010-02-01T21:18:00.003+08:00

dilema betul.

aku ker salah?

perhubungan yang tak sepatutnye terjalin kot.

hak orang.

tak suke taw amek hak org lain.

but you bring me this far.

ker aku yang melayan?

tak jugak.

we just go with the flow k..

hope we remain friend.so tak der yang terluka...

ok?

hope i'm strong enough. to face the 2nd rejection n frustration..

Ummi cakap. aku strong.aku tabah nk face.

aku hope mmg aku cukup tabah.huhu

cheer up ROO!!!=)

happy anniversary.

2010-01-26T02:57:00.002+08:00

I'm adorable in my own way!!

somehow this word give me some positive aura...

Pimo..thanks..=)

huhu when i'm down..

this wording might help..

if someone talk behind myback n dun like me..

this wording really helpful..

seriously..it help..

just now..i put down this wording on my FB status..

pimo pun like..n siap nyanyi a birthday song for this wording..

it quite a long time gak kot this wording...

huhu..Happy anniversary "I'm adorable in my own way!"=)

you guys out there..should have ur own wording..to just help u out..

to cheer up! to be happy being who u r..

as far as i concern... this wording hve help me out through out the years..

here in MICET..

the up and down situation really bother me...make me stress...

make me feel down..

make me feel useless..

make me not worth it..

=(

as long as i trust in Allah..

still attach with family..

maintain a good relationship with besties...

and follow my own rules of thumb..ngahaha i mean follow my own way..

have a spirit wording..

so i'm OK!!hihi=p

so cheer up ROO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

something good.something bad.

2010-01-23T12:00:00.005+08:00

i'm still ok.

i dunno why...

i am supposed to be crying..all days..

but the expression of feeling..i mean the sadness..

never wanna came out...

Ummi said..he dun deserved to have me pon..

no point i been chasing him from quite sometimes nih...=(

haihhh..

but he being nice to just not hurting me..

trying so hard to reject but in a good way..

not ready to be in a relationship.

not having a job yet.how gonna hve relationship..blablabla

thts sooooo i dunno...haihh

a hug don't really buy me laa sayang..

hmmm..

we stay as a friend then right??that is what u want i guess?

i try.

but i dunno why i'm still happy outside...curious...

or maybe God prepare something good for me after this..

we never know..huhu=)

u take care ok.

i miss u and i really do.

goodluck on ur assignments:seeking for job.

ok.need to go.

u go gurl!!!!!!!!!!!cheer up!

seriously i'm hurt.

2010-01-22T20:59:00.002+08:00

my heart is crying soundlessly.

my face dun have emotions.

u hurt my feeling.seriously u did.

but i dunno why i'm still ok.

not crying physically of coz...

i'm telling myself to be ok.

anyhow pun.

u always know i like u more.

u appreciate.

but sometimes appreciate is just not good enough.

=( =) mix feeling..

but i knw i'm ok!!!hehe

can't wait.

2010-01-15T22:11:00.006+08:00

can't wait for tomorrow...

will be meeting my partner in crime...Miss Naddy...and the rest..

time flies to fast.

she getting married soon...OMG...really soon..like next month!

really looking forward to meet her...sangat!

=)

=)

haihhh.. mesti ko sgt chantek kan?!! adore.

haihhh mau pkai bju ape nih?? mau lawan kechantekan kmu??ngahaha

segan nye laa nk kuar ngn all ur frens...

hope we will hve fun tomorrow!!!!

c ya!

terabai.

2010-01-13T01:55:00.005+08:00

Honestly...

org rasa terabai.

dunno why i felt so..

huhu please..please God...

dun let me 'ter' carried away with those feeling toward him.

tamo..geleng2 paler.

ok.stop there Roo.

gambar atas xder kene mengena.just tetiba ternmpak gmbr nih.
rse mau upload.huhu

first day of school.

2010-01-12T01:14:00.006+08:00

hey2..

its back to school season now!!!!!!!!!!!=)

my class has started today...but still i'm not registered my subject!haihh

the internet was soooo jammed until i cant even enter those website... teruk!

i hope by this week i can settle all the registration part.

hmmmm not much happen today..

went for class...eat at cafe..class again..haha will hbe the same routine everyday now..

getting some lecture from the lecturer of coz... was ok..

ermm teach by some new faces.. but kindda interesting..i'm starting to jumping around! mcm byk lab jer.. hope every lab is simple..so not pressure sgt.

planning to take ORGANIC &ANALATYCAL for this semester... somehow kne gak amek!! xkan nk extend bcoz of this 1 subject kan? cpt2!!mau daftar nih!!

ermmm so hope everythg goes ok this semester!!

aminnn..=)

gonna miss u gurls..

2010-01-09T11:57:00.004+08:00

somehow i know...

i'm gonna miss 3 of u gurls..so much..

By middle of January.. Ummi gonna start her study.

By February..Ern gonna go back to Ausie.

I'm sure that Madu gonna start working soon enough..

i'm back in Melaka.

all the moments we shared priceless...xterukur dengan wang.

all the laugh.all the truth or dare session.all the sad things we shared..all the smile we had of face.all the FUN we had.

huh..

holiday coming to the end. hope everything gonna be ok..for all of us.

stay tight ppl.miss u.love u.

with sygness ummi

with Madu
with ernie
haha this moment was funny!intifada' in the hse.

miss u gurls already.

pape pun...
aku tetap nk kate aku rindu korang.
ummi.
ern.
madu.
sure i will miss us!!
may our open relationship.stay.
growing.and more love.
and tolong ckp korang pun will miss me.
eleh.jgn tipu boleh?
pasti korang akan windu aku..
taw dah..hehe
love u gurls sooo much! and i mean it!
take care ppl!

i miss u..buddy.

2010-01-09T01:56:00.004+08:00

seronok.walaupun down xdpt men futsal...

lepak ngan primary schoolmate...sgt best!

dah lama sgt xjumpe ngn my favorite fren in highschool.. Fyzo.. or Affizol Hadi Suria..=)

seriously rindu ko duh...ko kwus jer aku tgk tdi sian.....tpi ensem hehe blushing2 aku puji ko td..

ngee=p

last was middle 2008 kot we met up..then just msg n FB je..

thanks for the ride tdi..sorry for the futsal thingy xjadi plak..

ko sanggup cancel talk nk join men futsal ngn kitorg kn...tetibe xjdi plak..sorry again.

but aku hepi jumpe ko...=)serious aku happy jumpe ko!! rindu sgt.cam nk hug2 jer..

but marah plak org keliling + of coz awek ko..huhu..

neway goodluck with ur new job..and take care of ur mom k...im sure she needs u.. and be happy with ur love one!!=)

so take care.and do stay intouch..

[kau yg kwus+rambot chantek dh.kalo dlu pelik2+sweetnye..hahah]

miss the moment we had in highschool.me u and Arip. what a great combination aite?huhu

miss ya both d...

k..

RAMPASAN KUASE DUA!!

2010-01-08T11:09:00.000+08:00

benci bila aku suke benda yang aku xleh dapat. fullstop.

benci juga bile org seolah2 melihat aku seperti ingin merampas.huh.

well u ladies.

if i want tht for soooo long.... lama dah aku RAMPAS ok.

haha.jgn sampai aku buat jer.ok?

thanks.

well.
mygurlfrens said i'm beautiful.
i knw they dun lie to my face.
coz i know i'm adorable in my own way.
so have problem with that?
sure u dun rite??
if yes...
BRING IT ON!

H.I.M

2010-01-08T00:07:00.000+08:00

Tiba-tiba teringat kat H.I.M..

i think he still in Penang kot..susah nk kuar from there kot...

hope he doing great...sure he will..

i always pray for u dear...

hope u get a good job u been craving for..

hope u have a great year ahead..

and really hope you miss me...=(

and i dun think u even think ok me..u dun..

take care ok.

yeay!!!

2010-01-07T23:16:00.001+08:00

babymuffin orang dah sehat!!!!!=D

dier bru blk dri klinik...

terbang duet i u know!(sambil2 geleng paler)

burn almost rm300..demmmm

yes! lepas nih kalo tertingl camera babymuffin ader!!=)

so leh start cari lagu baru..yeay!!

long lost fren..hehe

2010-01-07T21:51:00.000+08:00

To all my Sayangness...

Even this meet is the sad one....

but we still hve fun....to meet u Siti Nor Syafiqah..

hope u will be strong to go through this life...even without ur daddy around...

u still hve ur other family.. and of coz us!!

i do miss u..and always love u..

This is soo old...we r bestfriend in primary...=) soo much stories we shared n so much fun we had...

u gurls know... i love u all so much kan..so do take care while im not there k?=)

Reg.

2010-01-07T18:56:00.000+08:00

Done with my hostel registration...finally...haihh

B007 dah macam James Bond.heh tolong serius sket.=p

ok... tdi jumpe dah rumate.Kak Nad..=)

hope u dunmind hve me in theroom..

suke tepi tingkap sebenarnye...

tapi port dlm bilik nih xmenarik sgt! sbb xmengadap jalan raye supaye saye boleh melalak2 panggil name org yang pergi kelas.huh.keciwa.

kak nad mcm rajen study kan?leh amek aura dier..hahah gambatte ne!!!!

hope semester baru nih...

lebih menarik tanpa masalah..lebih menghargai masa dan sesuatu.

doakan kejayaan org untuk sem nih ok!!!=)

comey jer

2010-01-07T18:43:00.000+08:00

nape kata-kata awak slalu comel2 jer??

tadi awak mesej mcm nih.. buat org senyum sengsorang.heh.

"Smlm org dh pesan kn, packing tu bwk apad skali, tamo ttgal apad,tp skang?Brg je ad kt micet,:( apad ade kat smbn agih,;( xdgr pn org ckp ek =<"

adeh...

org balik hari ahad kot.. ade 4-5 bulan lagi kiter leh jmpe kan?hahaha=)

lagi2 comey ble awak lmbai2 kat org...haha cam kekanak!seyes...=p

ble2 bleh jumpe..eh.blnje tuh pun leh tangguh dlu..hikhik

k.

fine!

2010-01-06T11:47:00.000+08:00

ok FINE!!

org rindu awak sebenarnye..

haihhh...

and orang sorry..

if tersilap ckp...

tergarang ker...hmmm

ingat gmbar nih??huhu
ok2..i'm afraid i cross the limit d..
sorry again.

heh.

2010-01-06T11:02:00.001+08:00

can i stop talking bout him??

leh jer kan?kan?kan?

bukan bosan...jauh skali..

tapi serba salah...

if his gurl knw bout this...xbest okeh!

tpi nk cakap sket..

kan best kalo awak gmuk sket..hahahaha=p

sometimes i felt H.I.M wash away ble awak dtg...hmmm

ok2.tamo dah sedey2...

tdi awak nk g tdo kan? g laa...

jgn gedik nk majuk2!!wek!

nite2 taw..

...

2010-01-06T10:37:00.000+08:00

kdg2 rase x..ble dh confess ngn org tuh...tetibe jdi cam xrapat sgt...

nape yer?

malu ker?

or ok dier dh taw..so leh bye2..

or bz?

gedik2!!!ngahahaha

ok hrinih org xrindu awak pon...

lalalala!~

mungkin.

2010-01-05T19:15:00.000+08:00

mungkin entry sebelum ini agak poyo sperti meng'up' diri..haha

ok.xterlalu excited sebenarnye..=)

tapi orang yakin..

he can be a good friend of mine...

kan kamu kan???

ade laa sorang nih.

2010-01-05T11:34:00.000+08:00

u r sweet u know...=)

dah laa confess ngn orang...

dh lame eh suke org?? since when dear??

mesti mase 1day dftar degree tu kan?? nmpk org kat dpn dewan kan?kan?hakhak

kalo x? how u remember those story smpai skang?hmmm=p

i'm pretty sure i dun recognized u..even terpndang pun..or maybe org pndang..tpi tak pasan kot...

i hve the right personality yer tak?? alololo comey nye laa awak nih...

tapi org taw..awak ade gf kan?kan?

frust dh org...=(

huhu..but we never knw future kan?wink*wink*

tapi mmg nak cakap gak awak sweet!!! :-)

lepas nih mesti blushing*blushing* jumpe org kan?kan?

org pun suke awak gak.. tapi awak kan ade gf..

so org dah kate..orang xamek hak other ppl..

this feel cme out after the meet we had in KL tuh.. sbb awak baek sgt..+ sweet dgr org bebel2..

tpi kan..ade sorang kawan org tuh..dier yg minat kat awak.bukan org taw2..hehehe=p

owh now i did confess gak.demm.. but org xshame sgt..

orang open.=)

k.smlm awak kte.nape tak tulis pasal awk.

kan org dh tulis dah today..so harap awak hepi.hehe

ape2 pun.awak tetap milik org laen..org redha jer.=)

org tak taw ape yg awk nmpk kat org..pelik jer.

chantek?jauh skali.sexy? lagi la x. pandai? i'm average. sweet? kadang2 la..

yang org taw.org bising.kuat ngamuk.kuat majuk.kuat perli.kuat mkn.and kuat berfesyen.haha

ade org laen kate org high maintenance.lagi la tak.. org mkn kat mapley gak..

huhu..=p

jangan riso.org tak citer kat org len. sbb nnti awak nk majuk ngn org satu sem..hehe

paling2 pun org citer kat Ummi bestfren org...ngee=p

pasti awak wat reaksi "ngaa" kan?kan? taw dh.

k la.penat plak tulis..

tacink jap.

2010-01-05T00:05:00.000+08:00

Somehow i do miss this girl so much.

more than word can say. i do miss her.miss the bonding we had.

Just wanna wish her the best of luck for this semester. hope u doing great.

i knw u can do it. u just can!=)

and i miss this boy as well..

owh should i say grown up MAN?

be a good leader ok..

take care guys. u know that i love u both.

come to the end.

2010-01-04T21:24:00.000+08:00

the holidays is coming to the end already...

huhu.. dah kne register blk for coming semester... tpi sbb aku bru byr tdi ptg... alamat nyer.. lom dpt register aku nih..

esok kalo xleh lgi..aku tepon ASRA.. mampos kalo xregister sem...xmungkin kot...ngee

huh.. still xpacking ape2 tuk blk hostel.. rse sungguh mls!!

bilik masih seperti tongkang kne bom! everythg is everywhere...hahah

kne mula kemas brg!

i mean NOW!!