Love is a 4 letter word!

Its been a while.. I’m not with somebody.. I means in a term of relationship or what not..

I think I am used to it already.

But sometimes..when it come to the day of the month..

I talk to myself.. what you really looking for? Who?

All the questions keep running and playing on my mind..

I want someone who accept and like the way I am..and wont let me change just to suit him.

Someone who cares bout me. Someone who wanna marry me.

Owh talking about married..

I got a nice conversation with my parents..

Mama: “ when u gonna get ur allowance?? Let me keep it for you..for your wedding!”

Me: “Erk.next week..hahaha marry??”

Abah: “ Don’t ever think of married if you are studying..”

Me: “haahahaha not me..not me..Mama said so.. “ pointed at my mom while laughing really hard..=p

Mama: She gonna finished study soon…this is her final sem..(means there will b no probs.)

Me: Where got boyfriend la ma…how want to get married?=p

Mama: Brutal!!..thats why laa…how to have boyfriend..hahaha=)

Dang! Hahahaha it was so funny to have this kind of conversation with my parents.. and it get direct to my face! Hamek kau!=p

And my friends told me..change a lil ninie… or reduce the snobbishness..(like I got one?)I think I just have standard..thats it.. too confident.. erk. Why aa..guys always want girl that so dependable on them? If they can just have someone soooo independent? Deymm… why they one someone soooo lemah lembut..? so passive if they can have someone so outspoken and speak their mind? I still don’t get it till now..